It's been a long time since my last blog post. I know I promised you guys to start working on my blog, but I did not keep my promise. And I felt really really bad. In the course of nearly a year, a lot of things happened, I tried to focus on work as I said in the post in July but then again, I was mentally destroyed. I was so depressed and I tried to forget about everything by going to parties every weekends, sometimes even weekday. Until October, when I could no longer handle it, I deactivated my facebook and shut myself from the world. I decided to pack my stuffs and went travel alone. Only then, I had the time and space to look back on everything. I came to realise, the only problem was myself. I did not love myself enought, I had a weak mind and that was why I failed in everything from relationships, friends, family to work.
After the new year, I left my apartment and rented a smaller room far from central London. It is cheaper, but big enough. It's a bit old, but I've cleaned it up and started decorating it nicely (I'll show you when I'm done).
At the moment, I feel like I'm a whole new person. I'm beginning to be more responsible for my life. my work and only focus on what matters the most to me, which is inner peace and happiness. So, let me promise you again, this time I will not disappoint you!
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